I still wanna sing

I dont give a damn about what others say anymore.

I love to sing. 

I just want to sing as ugly as possible.

I suck, so what?

I quit singing.

People wants me dead because i can't sing.
How pathetic is that?
There are many great voices in soundcard.
But, so what?
I hate it when you people are all so arrogant and despite people with your so called ridiculous voices.
I think few of the members singings were great, why pull them down?
You know, i dont mind if that few lot of you gave me all this critics.
But, stop at me, why still continue shooting the rest?
HELLOO ? WE ARE ALL FRESHIES. I'm YOUR AGE too.
You are NOT MY SENIORS.
All those things that you guys said was not human at all.
I hate that group i was in.

You guys make me think that singing was hell.
Make me think that singing was the most scariest thing in the world.
YES, I AM SCARED.
GO AHEAD AND LOOK DOWN ON ME.

Want me dead? Yes, i will.

Monday Blues.

Yup. I dont feel good today, because i have only done half of my pile of homework. And today Mr carlo's gave us more to do. :( I hate it. Because my drawing skills are not improving at all. But sigh, what to do. I HAVE TO WORKHARDER. I'm happy that i've got a B+ for 2 assignments. :] Its a good grade already.  I will push myself even more to do even better. I have to do better to get into a university. MY AIM IS TO FINISH MY EDUCATION. :D My dearest, i'll catch up with you i tell you! :( You better not dump me. HUMPH.

Concentration

Yes , i'm have gone bonkers doing all my assignments.
Me being so restless at home, after finishing one i start to walk around and than this process continues.
Sigh, hope i wish the time can stop just for me to finish up all my work.
Mr carlos work is a bomb already.
Ms Wen lei's work i have not even touched.
Mdm Chua's work, have not meet up with my group mates yet.
Mr TSS, GOSH , HE REJECT MY WORK! :( I have to redo it again. Actually everybody's work got rejected. Sigh. And he gave us a new assignment to do. :( My previous one only 3/4 done. :(
Mr raymond's work. my god, i dont even know how to sketch that 40 pictures out. D:

TIMOTHY WANG, D: D: D: WOYAOSILE.

What i need now seriously is to sit and DO MY WORK.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR

Boring leh your face. Hahas.

I hope you like the songs i sang.

Yup , today i decided to wake up 5:30am in the morning just to sent my dearest boyfriend to school. It's his birthday today. So i thought companion will be a good gift. But along the way to school, some unhappiness happen, i apologise for that, i was really grouchy and immature. That i can admit. I felt really bad for it. That was the reason why i kept apologizing. Yup , its your birthday today. I went high and low searching for a right present for you. Went all around the places to get card materials. The process of making the card was not easy too. D: I'm so sorry for the ugly card. I'm sorry if you did not enjoy your day today. I'll promise i'll make it a better one next year. :] If ever we can last long la. Because i know, you truely really want your friends to celebrare with you , recieve more presents and everything. I know you want it. :] Your 18 birthday will be AWESOME. I promise.This is my first time celebrating your birthday with you leh. I feel so lost, i wanted to make it a good one, but i realise, i was so timid. I was afraid that you will not like this and that to happen thats why i did not make it big. IDC for nexr year already! It might be my last year celebrating with you next year. D: So...ya... I'm so sorry for the rashes you have too. D: Shouldn't have treated you to macs. Sorry. Im sucha lousy girlfriend. Couldn't even celebrate well with her boyfriend.I'm sorry.

I'll live long no matter what, you are my main source of motivation. WORLD GREATEST BOYFRIEND. Take good care.


Love,
XHismyname

Sorry

" The photo is silly, but who cares, i love it somehow. "

I've been acting really weirdly this few days. Not opening up to anyone. And that makes me really emo. And when i'm emo-ing i dont feel like talking. I DONT WANNA BE LIKE THAT. I want to talk about anything to him, or rather everything, but sometimes, things are not meant to be told. Sigh , see ? Now even my post dont make sense. But hey, hello blogger, its been along time since is blog a post. I just came down here to rant. I disappointed dear today. Was suprised when he said he was frustrated. But this time round, the reason is, me. Really felt bad, but his actions, just cannot stop me from thinking.

I love you, but .. can i trust you? I don't wanna get hurt again. Because it hurts. Blindly loving someone aint good at all.

I'm talking nonsense.