Here i am so weak and fragile. It's like once you touch me, i'll break into many pieces. Many many pieces. Its been 4 days, and i'm still not recovering. My heart is driving me really crazy, along with my cough flu sore throat and fever i have become even more crazy.
When i'm sick i'm restricted to things i want to do. I have to stay home all day, tolerate the loud irritating drilling noises outside the window. Sigh, can't they give my ear a break? It's giving me really bad headache. I want to do my work but once i start, my fever went up as well. It sucks. Life really sucks when i am sick.
This month is gonna be a horrible month for me. After this week will be my studio project on going for 3 weeks. As well as my English O'lvl oral; which i didn't even prepare at all. Am i gonna die? August really sucks.
One more thing that i'm really very sad about, i didnt manage to pass my interview to the next round for SU junior committee. I've been wanting to be part of them, but now ive failed. You know how sad i was? I was utterly disappointed with myself. VERY. EXTREMELY. But what to do? Probably im not fated to do well for anything.
I just wanna rest in peace.
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