Eye misbehaving

Okay first when I started to have rashes on the joints of my hands and legs doctor say i was allergic to chlorine and sweat. So I stop My aquatics cca and was under medication when I was forced to go for swimming lesson during the sec 1 programme. Compulsory for all so doctor gave me medicine. I hate them but I have no choice. I did not have any more rashes until one fine day...

I ate prawn and rashes starts to pop out from my back and joints. Even worse. :( then doctor say I was allergic to prawns. Even that bit of chilli give me chill already. :( I was sad. This time, I was given a jab and a cream. It was quite a hard time trying to avoid stalls without prawns. Like they use the same utensils to cook the prawn so that's no wonder why my rashes is still on my body up till now.

And when I tried stopping myself from prawn, things was slightly better until when...

I ate sotong, even bigger rashes starts to pop out from my back and my joints. I'm allergic to sotong. It's damn itchy. :(

Then just recently only, I have a lot of bubble looking thing popping out from my left hand. And this time round I was sure I never eat anything ! So the doctor say the rash only appear one side of your body and it's at a specific area. Your left hand. So you are allergic to something you touch. I was like 0-0 again~ so he gave me cream and medicine. Blah blah blah.

And nowwwww , I'm allergic to BLACKIE and brownie's mouth sprayer to keep their mouth fresh. I accidentally face the spray area towards my face instead of their mouth. And splash it's on my eyes. And not it's all oh so swollen. :(

Sorry for being so dragging. But I love it.

Hello-wind.

Met that bad ass boy yesterday and it was actually true enough a very sweet date. :] We went to a mass toy shop and spam all those little toys and stationaries meant for kids. My gosh , i felt so damn young! It was fun though. It's like going back to my kinder garden time. With water gun and bubbles and toy robots everything. We love the moments when we were in the  "toy paradise" . Was actually tempted to buy some of the items though. But he stopped me. :( 

Went to swensen for dessert but it was too sweet to be consumed. The ice-cream was not that fantastic so was a little disappointed. Plus it's expensive. :'( Make me sugar rush somemore. Was a little over high . 

Went all the way to the top of orchard central and we had a little chit chat session there before we head home. Was supposed to wait for amanda but her dance ended a little too late :( So we went home first.

During the train ride, my new date introduce me to a new app called "tiny tower" i downloaded it he taught me how to operate it and WOWLA , i am all addicted to this game now. :] Not really easy to play and a little lame, but it kills time. He played this when he was working! Was a lazy boy. 

OH and meeting at night wasnt fruitful at all today, i actually wasted my trip to school today. Halloween was pushed back to a later time. It might be pushed back till our schoolreopens. Awman , i gotta study you know. How am i gonna cope with halloween still haunting me down?  And committee members are not devoted to this event either. So many of them still did not turn up for today's meeting. Waste my effort typing all that shit for them. But i appreciate Helmi and Varrick for being so consistent. Thanks a hell lot. It meant a lot to me ya. :] 

Okay, i've done my second round of ranting today. Goodnight .

Painful eye

My right eye have been giving me a lot of problems. It hurts and it prevents me from wearing my contacts. 

I learn something new today , i learn how to play pool. It was... so much better than bowling. Thanks to wu婆婆。谢谢你。 :]

And yes i tried making a cover without my moimoi today. My hand is injured thus i cant touched it for awhile. :( I rapped. YES , i R A P P E D. Was quiet satisfied with how i rap, hahahas because it was fluent. But sadly, i will not post it up on youtube. Because the videos was deleted by oh so careless me. :( Waste my effort. But i enjoyed the process.

OH and i tried talking to somebody today and WLAO. She block me from twitter and blogger. Am i sucha ghost to you? I wont eat you up or anything right? I just wanna ask you some questions. And if i got my answer you think i'll still talk to you. =-= Waste my time. Sucha a unfriendly person la. :( If you ever read this, please let me know. It's just a few questions. 

Second thing that i am really unhappy about today is that, I don't feel you at all. Be a little more sensitive boy. 

Lastly , the most disappointing out of all, SU committee always failed to meet up. And now because of it , we all have to push the event backwards. I think that is just sad. I have plans after the 9th. =-= DUHHH. 

OH , i have finish my ranting. 

Fresh new layout

I'll do mass cleaning in my room on thursday.
I wanna make it as plain as my blog.
When i actually feel like typing, i'll blog. :D

No work = Practice more

My holidays started and for the past 2 weeks, i've been wasting my life. 

Okay, other than the baking and SU stuff , i've watching dramas and more dramas.

Come to think about it, i am really wasting my time. :(

SO ...

I've decided to start do things that are more useful and a benefit to me.

X's list:

1. Do english TYS (Composition+Comprehension+Summary)

2. Finish up my elementary mathematics book for my tuition.

3. Do more photoshop tutorial.

4. Do more drawings (improve on my basics)

5. To have 1 sketchbook completed after my holidays.

6. Bake more of course.

7. Read up on typography, learn more about it. 

8. Change my attitude.

9. Complete my twilight saga series.

10. Lose 2more kg.

------- END ------

In order to achieve that, i cannot be lazy. 

Once i'm lazy, i can say kaboom to everything. 

Oh well , Lee Xiao Hui , work harder for my O's!

Love,

X

i miss my past so much

When he is gone, i feel that my life have become so much more different. 

It's like it when to another world of mine that i didn't knew that it exist.

Yes, breaking up may feel painful but, come on life still have to go on, i need oxygen to live, not him.

Is it true?  But sometimes i wonder. Will we ever be back together again?

Or rather, will we be best friends after breaking up? 

To me, best friends is a yes, to him absolutely not. 

It is not easy trying to forget that i no longer have to meet you i no longer have to do certain things.

Like , loving you. 

My hear feels empty man. People asking me " Hey, you okay? " I hate it. 

LIKE HELL DO I LOOK OKAY? 

Oh, dont wanna talk about it anymore. 

Yes i miss my past. My primary school , that damn ugly girl that was me and now, the still even more ugly girl. 17 years , ive seen a lot. I've been through a lot. I seen a lot of people. Walk pass a lot of people. hmmm... I need a time machine...

Mimanchi

Extrodinary

Life is just frustrating. It may comes interesting but it's is really frustrating. 

Firstly, to me time is really very important. No matter is it for studies , family time , love time or whatever time. We HAVE to learn how to organise it well. I'm trying to pick that up. But my body is just trying to do the opposite. But im bloody hell trying my best to do my work , why can't you? At least i wont get distracted by facebook and youtube. I know what is FOCUS. FOCUS. Is it really that hard for certain people? Can't they just do it for the sick of a good future? 

Secondly, the tones that people use frustrates me, i don't know if that i am to sensitive or what so ever. But i'll be come a little too emotional about the rise of tones in a person voice. If you are unhappy vent your anger  on something else. squeeze or do whatever things but never ever vent it on a human. It is never a nice thing to do. You temper have never been good to start with. When you are frustrated i am frustrated as well. This is how human reacts. 

Thirdly, i think i suck. 

Okay, i am not really in a good mood today. Oh well, i have to deal with it myself. 

Let loose

Sometimes I think that I need to learn how to let go. Like literally let go of some stuff in life. If not, i think life is hard to lead. Very , extremely. I don't know if I am able to survive the next 4 days without throwing any tantrum but I'll try. I'll try . I'll try . I'll damn try.

Insanity

My indulgence for bananas. My gosh. Banana is just so tasty. Chocolate banana muffins, banana cornflakes, hot banana chocolate , banana , banana and banana.

1 banana
2 banana
3 banana
4
5 banana
6 banana
Many many more. :D

Just a little trust

A day out with popo today. My gosh man. He is sucha gay. Scared of heights scared of this and that. How is he gonna survive his NS days ? I think he'll faint everyday. Hahas. He is a joke of the day man.

Have been blabbering about relationship love and everything with popo the whole afternoon. We talk about the past and the present . And how love have change us so much. It's just amazing. We have grown up so much. Being in love isnt that bad after all.

Popp, I'm just really hoping things will turn out well. :]


Accompanied dear at the library, waiting for him to finish up his oh-so-hard project work. Hahas. He feel so shitty about this whole project. What I can do now is only pray hard that he'll do well for his PW. Oh please do well. For all your other subjects as well. I don't want you to leave for Australia yet. :( I'll be sad. Treated him for dinner kind of like spent time with him for mooncake festival. I'll just have to treasure the time I have with him. Although we had a little tiff at home, but oh well, I love him so much.

He is so damn tired that he should have already faint now at home.

Rest well. :]

Today went rather peacefully. :]

Bad habits.

He gave me a fright when i bite him. He raised his voice. That's sad. 

From now on, i'll probably just stay far away from him as i can. 

Cannot be such a bothersome friend anymore man. 

Life sucks.

Yea, i cannot really go out till im recovered.

I appreciate much if my friends come over and spent time with me :D

Chest inflammation causing my fever not going down and of course, breathing problems. :(

Worse still adding on to the pain,i have throat infection i have totally no voice left to project. :(

Life sucks when you dont look after yourself.

I wanna enjoy my holiday man. :(

IT's OVER

This group of people kickass man. hahas. 

Yup,studio project have finally come to an end. It'll like to me, i personally think that all our efforts paid off la. We shed tears but was overcome by laughter. :] Its the people around us that make things so much easier. 

Watch smurfs with timo. :] It was awesome. BUT, i lost my work.